Antsy

Thats my current phase. Everything feels wrong and then not so wrong. Decisions feel oh so right only to be followed by regret. Thoughts don't last. Opinions keep changing. Work of course is slacking and thats not helping.

Tried music, not helping - not even Mozart (though I might like it when not in this mood maybe). What am I looking for? Home beckons? Wish I could make that trip to India! If only for a change of scene.

But then things are not so bad either. Found new food I like. And a new clothes store I like. And new activities I'd like to work more on. Hmmm lets see where it all ends..

Oh and vegetarianism - still not happening. Though I feel bad every time I eat meat.

Winter

I've been having this craving for a cold winter! I'm sure within a week I'll be wanting to get out of it, but till then I shall crave. Its wonderful how pristine a snowy day is. The soft flakes gently floating down. Best time for that movie day/night.

Here in CA with the good weather we have all year long, it feels like a waste to spend a whole day indoors. Guilty almost. But then on the east coast, it would be the oh so natural thing to do - spending a snowy day in front of your TV watching re-runs, sipping hot stuff, eating yummy fried snacks.

What can I say, I have a craving. And I might say anything to justify it.