As my friend puts it: Alert - Indulgent!
I'm fast becoming a creature of habits. Wake up around seven
in the morning. Get ready and turn up at the train station by 8:17am. Yup, I’m
counting the insignificant digits between the zeroes and fives these days. Reach
work. Head to café if it’s one of those days I wake up hungry. Hopefully catch
a glimpse of that cute guy at work. Then work or pretend to do so till noon
when I head for lunch. Some random conversations with colleagues or pretend I’m
a super busy girl who has to stay in touch with her email all day - even at lunch. Or get entangled in situations where I get asked by a HR guy (he should
have warned me before suggesting we eat together!) what keeps me at my company
still. Just when I’m seriously contemplating quitting and finding what I really
like. Just when I’m searching for a reason to stay on. And admitting to him
that the company goals and value system didn’t jibe with me much. All this when
I was almost tongue tied cos said cute guy was sitting right next all through.
Going back to the creature of habit – lunch and then osme
more pretense of working. And then rushing off to catch that 5:20 light rail on
my way home. Have even given up the pretense of taking my laptop home and maybe
working. And my boss seems totally fine with that. Though I wonder what my neighboring
colleagues think of the hours I keep. I’m sure I’m setting a terrible sense of
morale all around considering how much everyone else seems to be slogging.
Home by 6:30pm picking up that wrap on the way for dinner. I
seem to have peculiarly become very non-picky about food these days. Cut up
some fruit and settle in with some Netflix. Just to wake up to another day of the
same. Till the weekend rolls in.
So the random stuff. The jogging that I have gotten back to
again these days. The three miles I’m trying to perfect and be able to run
without sweating. The escape to the badminton courts. Though that’s a new one
(translate just happened once so far). I walks around campus with colleagues.
The occasional jaunt with the camera. Though that has had a temporary hiatus
enforced after I messed up the lens trying out the new stand recently. Hope to
get it back fixed soon. The beautiful beautiful moon rises. The overheard
conversations. The amazing music I’ve uncovered recently and rediscovering
repeat playing of the same song over and over and over and over…
The lazy perusal of whatever book draws the fancy over the
perfect duration train rides. Spotting the regulars on the train or rather at the stations
I get off or board at. And weekends. Now those are a totally different story.
For some other time. Great days. Great lazy days.
